Blue 52

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What must it be like

For the poor blue fifty-two?

To never be heard,

Never be seen,

As others pass by without a clue.

Does its large heart

Constrict with words unspoken?

So much to express,

So much to share,

A weary soul left broken.

It might sadly watch as

Whale after whale passes by,

Without a glance,

Without a touch,

None ever hear it cry.

As it wanders all alone

In the ocean deep and vast,

A little wistful,

A little lonely,

In the darkness it is lost.

What happens when it can
No longer hold the winter of its grief?
Through endless dark waters,
Through unanswered songs,
Bereft of love, however brief.

Will its powerful, aching heart

Burst open, filled with dolour?

Painting the ocean,

Painting the fishes,

Pallid , devoid of colour.

The songs that it sings alone

At fifty-two hertz — can you hear

To call for a companion,

To call for love,

Yet failing in its endeavour?

So it drifts through empty waters

In the hope of a bright new dawn,

When it finds a friend

And finds a home,

Erasing the misery it has undergone.

*The Blue 52, is an individual whale of unidentified species that calls at the unusual frequency of 52 hertz.  The blue whale and the fin whale call at 10 to 39 Hz and 20 Hz respectively.

Since its frequency is too high, it cannot be heard by the others and thus described as the "world's loneliest whale".

**This poem is not about the whale though. It's about the loneliness a person encounters though surrounded by people. 

It's a wrap!

It’s a wrap for this year’s A to Z challenge! I started out with a lot of uncertainty, but what a wonderful month this has been!

I had chosen an unconventional topic – The Bhagavad Gita, very much unlike what I had chosen in the past. Over the past few years, my study of this scripture taught me that it was not just an ordinary conversation between two people on the battle field. It was a guide to living for each one of us whether one was a student, a homemaker, someone working a regular job, or pursuing professional career like a sportsperson, a musician etc.

I was back to regular blogging after a long hiatus and wasn’t in touch with my blogger friends who actively participated and encouraged each other during the challenge. It felt like a lonely battle! However, I did find new blogger friends who hopped by and shared their feedback. 

But what was different this time, was support from my real-life, non-blogger friends who sent me thought-provoking and constructive feedback personally. They also sent me feedback from their family and friends to whom they had forwarded! I received a lot of blessings too!

My heartfelt gratitude to each one of you who read, appreciated and took time out to send me your comments. I understand, not everyone could figure out how to comment on the blog itself, but I treasure every word sent by you!

 Sharing a few screenshots, because I felt they deserve to be acknowledged and preserved forever in my blogspace.

When I started with the first letter, I had no idea what the rest of the month would look like. But it was with Krishna’s grace that I could complete this challenge successfully!  The writing also kept me excited, rejuvenated and blissful all through. There wasn't a single day that was exhausting or lacking inspiration.

Though I had thought of explaining only the Gita verses, it struck me that combining it with stories from the Srimad Bhagavatam would be a better way to explain the verses.

Both scriptures are known as the ‘Vangmaya Swaroopa’ of Shri Krishna himself – the texts are Shri Krishna in literature form. So naturally, they explain the same concepts – one in verse form and the other in story form. I hope my readers enjoyed this ‘jugalbandi’ and it helped you feel a bit closer to Shri Krishna!

Another reason for including stories from the Bhagavatam was what the Holy scripture says about listening to Krishna’s lila.

‘Those who hear Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam regularly, with utmost faith, Śhrī Kṛiṣhṇa manifests in their hearts within a short time. Merely listening/reading the Bhagavatam creates a deep desire for loving devotional service to Lord Kṛiṣhṇa, and also extinguishes the fire of lamentation, illusion and fearfulness.’

श‍ृण्वत: श्रद्धया नित्यं गृणतश्च स्वचेष्टितम् ।
कालेन नातिदीर्घेण भगवान् विशते हृदि ॥ २.८.४ ॥

śṛṇvataḥ śraddhayā nityaṁ gṛṇataś ca sva-ceṣṭitam
kālena nātidīrgheṇa bhagavān viśate hṛdi ||2.8.4||

यस्यां वै श्रूयमाणायां कृष्णे परमपूरुषे ।
भक्तिरुत्पद्यते पुंस: शोकमोहभयापहा ॥ १.७.७ ॥

yasyāṁ vai śrūyamāṇāyāṁ kṛṣṇe parama-pūruṣe
bhaktir utpadyate puṁsaḥ śoka-moha-bhayāpahā || 1.7.7||

This is just the beginning, because the Bhagavad Gita and Srimad Bhagavatam are too vast to be understood in such little words and such little time. However, the aim was to let my readers know what a treasure trove of knowledge these epics are! 

As I sign off this year’s April challenge, I hope the Gita and Bhagavatam have brought you some lessons that you can use in your daily life. I enjoyed basking in the bliss of these stories and verses and I hope you did too! 

I hope this encourages you to take up/ continue your study of them and enrich your lives. 

I pray that Shri Krishna showers his choicest blessings on each one of you who enjoyed reveling in his stories and his wisdom.

All the good that has come out of this writing is solely due to the grace of Shri Hari Vayu Guru and whatever the shortcomings are mine alone.

सर्वमत्र सुकृतं हरिवायुगुरुप्रसादतः। दोषास्तु ये तु दृश्यन्ते ते सर्वे मम एव हि॥

I dedicate my writings at the lotus feet of Shri Krishna.

Sarvam ShriKrishnarpanamastu.

Jai Shri Krishna!

The posts that received the most love were 'G for Gratitude' and 'N for (Human) Nature'. My favourite posts were 'S for Surrender' and 'Y for Yoga' because it felt extremely blissful even writing them. Which posts did you enjoy reading? Why? 

If you missed some of the letters or want to re-read some of them again, here's a link to all the posts. Just click on the letter to read!

A for Attachment - Story of Jada Bharata

B for Balance - Story of Sri Rama

C for Comapssion  - Story of Rantideva

D for Determination, Discipline and Devotion - Story of Dhruva 

E for Ephemeral Nature of Life - Story of Chitraketu

F for Faith - Story of Prahalada 

G for Gratitude - Story of Sudama 

H for Health - Story of Bhishma 

I for Ignorance - Story of Hiranyakasyapu

J for Judge well (discernment) - Story of Nachiketa 

K for Karm - Story of Samudra Manthan

L for Leadership - Story of King Janaka

M for Mind -  Story of King Ambarisha 

N for (Human) Nature - Story of Vena and Pruthu

O for Oneness - Story of Avadhuta Brahmana 

P for Pride and Ego - Story of Vamana and Bali

Q for Quietude - Story of Kapila Muni and Devahuti

R for Resilience - Story of Kunti

S for Surrender - Story of Gajendra & Story of Draupadi

T for Truth - Story of Yudhistira & Story of Satyakama

U for Upliftment - Story of Ajamila 

V for Virtues - Story of Daksha Prajapati

W for Witness - Story of Puranjana / Story of two birds on a tree

X for 'Xtremism and Moderation - Story of King Yayati

 Y for Yoga  - Story of Uddhava and Gopikas

Z for Zenith  - Story of Parikshit 

Z for Zenith

The Bhagavad Gita is a treasure trove of knowledge - all that you need to be is an inquisitive student, because only when the student is ready, the master appears! Join me this month in the 'April A to Z challenge,' as I take you through selected verses of this monumental scripture, and try to decipher the amazing lessons it has in store for us.            

Read Y for Yoga here.      

Translation

This is the last verse of the Gita and it is a succinct summary of all the lessons that Krishna gave Arjuna. In the end, all we need is for Krishna to be the guide, and we are sure to find our path.

Sanjaya, the charioteer of King Dritharashtra, was bestowed with divine vision by Vyasa, so that he could observe the happenings in the battlefield of Kurukshetra and report it verbatim to the blind king. After he listened to the wonderful conversation between Krishna and Arjuna, Sanjaya’s hair stood on end (roma harshana), and he couldn’t stop rejoicing (hrishyami) at the opportunity to have been privy to the astonishing cosmic form (rupam aty adbhutam) of the Lord and hearing the life changing dialogues (samvadam).

Hence, he declares with great conviction that where Lord Shri Krishna is the guiding force – the master of yoga (yogeshwara) and Arjuna is the warrior (dhanurdhara), there is no doubt that wealth and opulence (shri), success and victory (vijaya) fame, and exceptional power and prosperity (bhuti) will follow.

What this verse means for us.

We are Arjuna – the confused soul, battling life’s highs and lows, facing various dilemmas, stuck with decision making and frustrated with the volleys that life throws at us. So, this is an instruction not just for Arjuna who fought the battle that day in Kurukshetra but for us too.

Our body and mind are indeed the Kurukshetra and the Dharmakshetra. There is an ongoing battle that takes place, every single moment. All we need is someone to hold our hand when we falter, tells us if we are on the right path, and nudge us if we are wrong. If that someone is Krishna, we have already won the battle.

The story of Parikshit from the Srimad Bhagavatam.

The Bhagavatam begins with the story of King Parikshit. Parikshit was the son of Abhimanyu and Uttara, grandson of Arjuna and Subhadra, and nephew of Shri Krishna. Even before he was born, Uttara’s womb was attacked by the ‘brahmastra’ – the most destructive weapon – released by Ashwatthama in a fit of rage.

Ashwatthama’s rage.

Having promised his dear friend Duryodhana, who was on his death bed, he first tried to eliminate the Pandavas while they were sleeping, but failed. Krishna shifted the Pandavas to another tent just before the attack and saved them.

Frustrated at this failure, he tried to kill the unborn child of Uttara so that the Pandavas would have no progeny to continue their lineage. Again, Shri Krishna rescued the unborn child by entering Uttara’s womb and neutralising the effect of the deadly weapon. Parikshit had the rare distinction of having a darshana and protection of Krishna while in his mother’s womb.

The curse of the young Brahmana.

Parikshit was a foremost devotee of Shri Krishna. He was a virtuous emperor and a just ruler, bringing great fame to the legacy of the Pandava clan.

He was cursed by a young brahmana to die in seven days, by the venomous bite of the Takshaka snake. But instead of being scared or angry, he accepted the curse, gave up his kingdom to his son, Janmejaya, and began meditating upon Krishna, preparing for death.

The narration of the Bhagavatam – Krishna once again becomes the guide.

Shri Sukhdeva himself approached Parikshit and narrated the Bhagavatam to him for seven days. At the end of the narration, Parikshit gained fearlessness from death, and sight of the auspicious form of Krishna. His ignorance was dispelled, and he attained liberation by fixing his heart upon the lotus feet of Shri Krishna.

By making Krishna his guide, Parikshit attained what takes seekers many lifetimes to achieve. The Bhagavatam is the ‘Vangmaya Swaroopa’ of Shri Krishna – the text is Shri Krishna himself in literary form. Krishna was Parikshit’s guide throughout his life, just like he had been for Arjuna, but for the final seven days, Parikshit lived every moment immersed in Krishna’s thoughts.

We all are here for seven days.

The end of our lives will happen on one of these seven days – Sunday to Saturday. At least Parikshit knew he would not die before the seven days were over, however, we do not have that confirmation. That is what makes the Bhagavad Gita and the Srimad Bhagavatam the most important messages of our lives – make Krishna the guiding force of our lives so that we can spend the uncertain moments of life without fear, without confusion and in complete bliss. This would be the 'zenith' - the ultimate truth and peak of achievement of our lives! 

Read the Reflections post here.

 

 

Y for Yoga

The Bhagavad Gita is a treasure trove of knowledge - all that you need to be is an inquisitive student, because only when the student is ready, the master appears! Join me this month in the 'April A to Z challenge,' as I take you through selected verses of this monumental scripture, and try to decipher the amazing lessons it has in store for us.    

Read X for 'Xtremism and Moderation here.           

   

Translation

In this verse, Krishna tells Arjuna to be situated in yoga at all times. He asks Arjuna to perform his duty (kuru karmani), abandon all attachments (sangam tyaktva) to success (siddhi) and failure (asiddhi), and stay equipoised (samatvam) at all times. This, he says, is called yoga.

The various paths to Yoga.

Yoga is essentially a union - a union of the jiva and the paramatma. In the Gita, Krishna describes various ways to achieve this union – jnana yoga (through knowledge), dhyana yoga (through meditation), karma yoga (through work), sanyasa yoga (through renunciation of the fruits of action) and bhakti yoga (through unalloyed devotion).

The paths may be different, but the destination is the same. We have to choose the path according to our capacity and our nature.

The story of Uddhava and Gopikas from the Srimad Bhagavatham.

Krishna knew that the Gopikas of Vrindavan yearned for him after his separation from them. So, he sent his closest friend, Uddhava as a messenger of his well-being to meet his parents and the Gopikas.

Uddhava was highly learned and a master of philosophy and yoga. Seeing the yearning of the Gopikas, he wanted to console them and explain to them about the eternal nature of the Self and to make them understand that Krishna was always present within them.

Union in separation.

What Uddhava saw was something beyond conventional wisdom. The abstract teachings that he wanted to impart seemed too insignificant. The Gopikas did not want to understand Krishna, they only wanted to be with Krishna. Every moment of their lives was already absorbed in Him.

They were so lost in his love that they saw Krishna everywhere. They spoke to the bees as if it were Krishna’s messenger. They poured out their love, pain and surrender to it as if it would convey the same to Krishna. They constantly remembered Krishna’s childhood activities and cried and sang about them without shame. They rejoiced in Krishna’s footprints that he had left all over Vraja – by the rivers, on the hills, in the forests, and in every grain of sand in the village. They remembered the sound of his flute and the cows that gathered at his call.

Their devotion was so intense that separation itself became a form of union – bhakti yoga. It is said that when they went out to sell milk and curds, they were so immersed in Krishna's thoughts, they called out, 'Buy Govinda, buy Damodhara, buy Madhava, instead of buy milk, buy curds!' 

Vikretu kama kila gopa kanya, murari padarpita chitta vritti

dhadhyadikam moha vashad avochad, govinda damodhara madhaveti.

Uddhava surrenders at the Gopikas’ feet.

Uddhava bowed at their feet. He said, ‘These gopikas have perfected their lives with unalloyed love for Krishna. Lord Brahma, who created the world, obtained knowledge from Maha Vishnu himself, yet I consider them to be richer devotees. The Gopikas received more compassion from Krishna's embrace during the rasa lila, than the goddess of fortune, Mahalakshmi, who always resides on Krishna’s chest. I would consider myself most fortunate to take birth as even a bush or creeper that would sometimes be touched by the dust of these Gopikas’ lotus feet.’ 

 

Devotion has no parallel.

Of all forms of yoga, bhakti yoga or devotional service is the easiest and yet the most difficult to offer. It is said that in Kaliyuga, we have shorter attention spans, more distractions, and less discipline for complex spiritual practices. Neither can we perform long years of meditation as in Kritayuga, nor can we perform elaborate rituals (yajna) as in Tretayuga, nor be immersed in deity worship as in Dwaparayuga. 

By simply chanting the name of Krishna, especially through practices like nama japa or kirtan, is enough to help us connect with the Supreme in Kaliyuga.  

 Read Z for Zenith here.

 

X for 'Xtremism and Moderation

The Bhagavad Gita is a treasure trove of knowledge - all that you need to be is an inquisitive student, because only when the student is ready, the master appears! Join me this month in the 'April A to Z challenge,' as I take you through selected verses of this monumental scripture, and try to decipher the amazing lessons it has in store for us.                

 

Read W for Witness here.

 

Translation

In this verse, Krishna says that one must practice eating (ahara), recreation (vihara), work (karma), sleep (svapna), and wakefulness (avabodha) in moderation.

Verse 6.16 forbids any extreme practices – eating too much or too little, sleeping for long hours or very few hours, and so on.

 

Story of Yayati from the Srimad Bhagavatam.

Yayati is the second son of the famous King Nahusa. After his elder brother gives up the throne and takes up the path of renunciation, Yayati is crowned king. He is a good king but given to sense enjoyments. He not only marries Devayani, the daughter of the guru of demons (asuras), Sukracharya, but also marries Devayani’s friend, Sharmista. He promises Sukracharya that would not bear any children with her.

Sukracharya’s curse.

Devayani gives birth to two children. But when he begets three children from Sharmista too, the promise given to his father-in-law is broken. At this point, Sukracharya is furious with Yayati for his transgression and curses him to suffer old age and vitality immediately. Yayati is distressed and begs for forgiveness. Since the curse cannot be taken back, Sukracharya permits him to trade his old age with the youth of any of his sons. None of his sons are ready for such a trade, however the youngest son, Puru agrees to it.

A thousand years of enjoyment.

Yayati gets his youth back. He again begins to enjoy his life – indulging his senses and partaking every material pleasure. After a thousand years of enjoying unlimited material comforts, he still remains unsatisfied. His greed and desire find no end.

Devayani tells him that just like butter added to fire can never extinguish it, similarly, indulging in continual enjoyment can never satiate the fire of desires.  

Yayati finally gives his youth back to Puru and installs him on the throne. He then retires to the forest and engages himself fully in devotional service to the Lord.

Extremism in any form is harmful.

Yayati over indulged himself. But sometimes a devotee or Sadhak may do the opposite and eat too little, sleep too little, and torment their body. A sadhak does not think too much about the body, as they tend to focus on the soul. Verse 17.5 and 17.6 term the practices of tormenting the body as tamasic in nature.

Finding the path of moderation.

Krishna says that though we are here for the liberation of the soul, the body is equally important because without a human body, no sadhana is possible. We need a healthy body so that we can continue our practices. Neither do hunger, sleep deprivation, laziness and frugality help us nor do overeating, over sleeping, over working, over indulgence and greed.

  Excess or too little of anything is bad. Moderation is the key – eat just enough to stay nourished, sleep just enough to feel rejuvenated, and consume just enough to live comfortably.

 

Read Y for Yoga here.